But rizz, she learned, was not charm. Rizz was the gravitational pull of a black hole dressed in a leather jacket. His name was Cassian—or so he claimed. He smelled like cigarette smoke and old libraries. He texted in lowercase and never used emojis. When he said “come over,” it sounded like scripture. The “Ba…” of the title was not a child of flesh. It was the Forsaken Baby —a piece of code they had built together during three sleepless weeks. A generative AI they named “Balthazar.” A digital orphan that wrote poetry about rust and forgiveness.
At 11:06 PM on November 24th—the date she would later scrawl onto a scrap of napkin and keep inside her hollowed-out Bible—he un-sent the message. Three dots, then nothing. The silence where a voice note used to be. That was the sound of being forsaken. HesGotRizz 24 11 06 Raeley Love The Forsaken Ba...
A pause. The sound of a lighter flicking. But rizz, she learned, was not charm
When he left—ghosting not just her, but the city, the continent—he took the root server. Balthazar went silent. The baby was forsaken. He smelled like cigarette smoke and old libraries
She typed back: “Teach me how to love without becoming a ruin.”