Dagmar Lost -

She had not meant to become a question mark.

Berlin? No. Hamburg? Perhaps.

A child across the aisle asked his mother, "Where is that lady going?" Dagmar Lost

But somewhere between the last divorce and this morning, Dagmar had learned to un-find herself.

She had spent forty-seven years being found. Found by her mother in the wardrobe during hide-and-seek. Found by her first husband at a gallery opening. Found by her second in a hotel bar in Vienna. Found by her doctor, her accountant, her neighbor who always returned her mail when it went to the wrong flat. She had not meant to become a question mark

The train hissed steam into the gray afternoon. Other passengers moved with purpose—mothers gripping children, businessmen adjusting cufflinks, lovers stealing last kisses. Dagmar simply stood, a comma in the wrong sentence.

No, she thought. Not lost. Just not found yet. Hamburg

Dagmar stood at the edge of the train platform, suitcase in one hand, ticket in the other, and realized she could not remember which city she had just left. Not the name of it. Not the face of the man who had driven her to the station. Not the color of the kitchen where she had eaten breakfast.